I just bought new sheet music – James Taylor. It’s a guitar book, but I can make do with the chords. I just had Fire and Rain playing over and over in my head today after I learned that my …

I had a weird dream today. I am in a cab with my hunny and Max Hardcore. Max is buck naked. I am kissing him on his lips and Jay is sucking his cock. (Max and Jay would probably hate …

Today I went to a lab to get my HIV screening test done. My phlebotomist was the gigantic Frankenstein’s monster. His lab coat must be an XXXL. I was really heady because I had been fasting for over 12 hours. …

I am exhausted from endless meetings for my (legit) business. Today I was surrounded by middle-aged asian businessmen interested in setting up a base in Asia. They are shrewd and sharp, but I think I have what it takes to …

Andy Dunn‘s newsletter came out today, discussing the subject “amateur or professional.” It’s really interesting, and I couldn’t help writing in my two cents worth. I’m copy-pasting it here for you:

Max Hardcore‘s reputation precedes him. I have watched some of his videos before, and been strangely aroused by this man who seems to treat his women like rag dolls. So when I saw him sitting at his booth at the …

I slept in till 3 in the afternoon. I was so exhausted after my first ever pro video shoot with Max Hardcore, but Jay and I stayed up for a couple more hours whispering and giggling under the sheets. We …

At the Expo I met Mika Tan who helped me get out of a real jam. You see, the security told me that I had to pop all my erosic balloons. They were concerned that they would float up and …