9 am this morning I went to see the doctor for my annual physical. The nurse weighed me at 102 lbs – with clothes and shoes! This is the first time I have stepped over a hundred! I’m growing!!!

She showed me to my room, and instructed me to take all my clothes off and put on the gown. I examined the tray on which large cotton swabs, weirdly shaped popsicle sticks, a clear plastic speculum, a tube of goo, hand-labeled amber bottles of stuff were neatly arranged on a white towel. I did as the nurse said, a little chilly in the cut out paper gown, its rough texture evoking goosebumps. The white roll-out paper crinkled as I sat on the vinyl recliner.

The doctor walked in and apologized for making me wait. “I hope it’s worth it,” I blurted out. There was a brief uncomfortable silence, then she instructed me to lay down. My legs were spread, feet propped up on metal footrests on either side of the recliner. She came up and moved her finger pads all over my breasts. I concentrated on breathing, conditioned from the previous tests. Her fingers were warm against my cool naked skin. I felt my breath quicken, my body was responding to a stranger’s touch. I felt embarrassed by my reaction.

The doctor turned away and began writing down her notes. She returned holding up the speculum, “Now relax, this is just a pap smear…” She worked swiftly, professionally. After pulling out the speculum, she inserted her latex-gloved finger inside me. “Does this hurt your cervix?” I shook my head, my eyes locked on her. She felt around inside me, then inserted another finger into my anus.

I couldn’t help myself, I felt myself getting slippery between her fingers. My face flushed and I closed my eyes, willing the blood to leave my cheeks. I felt my body enclosing her digits in an intensifying rhythm, then a steamy rush in my belly as she ran out of the room, muttering something about being done.

I lay on the butcher paper, catching my breath. Then quickly I dressed and got out of there. Back home, Jay was still in bed so I snuck in between the sheets and jumped him. I felt a fever from my doctor’s appointment and I needed his special anal thermometer to take my temperature. I was so hot in there he was shaking and coming after just a few moments.