Sometimes we make the nastiest hardcore porn, and other times we just want to capture moments of love. These dreamy photos were taken tonight in our bedroom. I love how warm and golden and intimate these photos are.

The photo above is almost like a landscape to me. Our bodies form hills, roads, valleys… pathways from his bloodstream into mine. Our limbs are entwined like a puzzle… my hand grips his cock, his hand spreads my cunt for his mouth.

Jay is an accomplished cunnilingus master. I have never met anyone, male or female, who could suck pussy as well as he can. He takes pride in making me cum in his mouth, then smiles as I beg him to fuck me any way he pleases. I have several orgasms before he is ready to let loose. My biggest ones usually shake him into cumming along.

Lately I’ve been asking him to cum inside me. A roll of the dice for my monkey child. It only happens once in twelve years. And until today, I wasn’t too sure it was what I truly wanted. The day started rocky, Jay and I were at odds. He was nervous about my intentions, making me feel like a black widow spider ready to mate and decapitate. But in our bedroom, sitting there with the golden moon smiling at me, I realized that an active wish has its place in the cosmos. Either way I will have gained for trying.