May Ling Su

I take my responsibility as a goddess very seriously. Not just a sex goddess, but a goddess of life. I don’t kill the daddy long legs and I try to save ants from drowning in little puddles I create in the sink. Of course the spiders feast on the ants, but that’s life. Part of being a goddess is letting nature be. I believe this gives me good karma.

Lou Reed is playing on David Letterman right now. Lou looks better the older and more wrinkled he gets. Interesting tai chi performance next to him as he sings an updated but not less tinkly “Sunday Morning” from the old Velvet Underground days. God, he’s SEXY. I love this song anyway. I think of hammocks and windchimes and pretty men licking my toes while I’m half asleep.

I wish I was as funny as Bunny Mcintosh is.

I let Jay read the previous entry’s posts. “You shouldn’t have taunted him,” he smiled. I grinned and answered, “I was just being playful. Anyone who flames should be willing to take what they dish out.”

Jay got up and walked away from my computer. “This person doesn’t know anything about you and me. He doesn’t know how much fun we have.” Jay handed my a CD of yesterday’s project, Danglin’ Thing, our first recording made on Mac’s Garage Band. This is why Jay is my Man. He makes me smile and laugh and cry from so much laughing.

I really enjoy my life and my website is a reflection of this. I consider myself a free thinker, when I’m not emotional and defensive. I take myself further beyond what most people do not even dare imagine. Most of the time my visitors appreciate what I have to show. Occasionally the site offends someone. C’est la vie. No one can please everybody all the time.

I see life as a series of lessons. I guess this is a lesson in Power. Power is not measured by how rudely one yells. Power is getting what I want. There is so much power in being a beautiful and intelligent woman who allows herself to be vulnerable. Desire is quite possibly the most potent weapon in the world. My whole life is a journey in learning how to wield this power. The most important thing is being clear on what I want, and knowing that anything is possible. Next is directing my power efficiently and effectively to get what I want.

Easier said than done. I’m not perfect, but I can practice every day.