My thoughts on the HBO documentary, “Thinking XXX” by Timothy Greenfield-Sanders: Of course, his concept of photographing “XXX: 30 Porn-Star Portraits” clothed and then nude is a nod to Francisco Goya’s paintings of The Clothed Maja and The Nude Maja. …

Tonight, we’re watching Thinking XXX on TV. I’ve been seeing the previews on HBO for a few weeks now. Even caught a glimpse of my red plaid skirt. It’s on at 11:00 PM on HBO-East and then again at 2:00 …

I haven’t been sleeping lately. Stressed out about giving birth. All the possibilities of worst case scenarios plague my mind. I know I’m a strong woman, healthier than most people I know. I feel that the many ways I’ve fucked …

I only spent one day with Susan Shah. It was at the Porn Convention in Las Vegas over two years ago. I remember being struck by her femininity, how easily I slipped into giggling with her about men, the gentle …

I got an invitation in the mail for a Special Screening of “Thinking XXX” at the HBO Theater in New York. No matter how much I want to go, I really can’t… I’m just going to have to wait for …

Someone ordered beef at an East Indian restaurant Who I am and what I give is not good enough So I don’t talk dirty when we have sex Off camera You use the same words you want to hear in …

My days are filled with anticipation. The only way I can keep myself from the rising anxiety over childbirth is by keeping myself busy, preparing everything I need for the birth, preparing for the baby’s needs upon arrival. Jay and …

Jay and I were talking about how men and women differ in their general attitude toward sex. We both agree that it’s pleasurable, healthy and independent of love, although enriched by it. The difference, we discussed, is how the genders …