May Ling Su

I am riding this burst of productivity. Another long backburnered update, MAYCAM is up and running. I’m still testing the live webcam and chat room, so drop by in the next few days and help me test it out. It’s tough to know how my sites appear on other OS-es and browsers. I use Firefox mostly, and test also on IE, Netscape and Safari. Let me know what you think, so I can work out the kinks.

No, I won’t be live on cam after I post this blog entry. I’ve had a very long day and I’m going to bed. But head over to MAYCAM and check out my Webcam Archives. I made a simple little flash player to slideshow past webcam captures. It’s cute!

I’ll be adding a little live cam capture on the sidebar of this blog soon. That way, you can see from here if I’m LIVE and what I’m up to.

I’m off to bed now. Sweet dreams!

You would think I could have any man I wanted, and that all I needed to do was invite someone over and his cock would be deep in my mouth as soon as he walked in the door. The truth is most people set a date with me then blow me off at the last minute. Often I don’t even get a phonecall, an email, or an apology afterwards. When I do, I realize that their reason for not making it is some form of self-sabotage or another. I try to understand. Sex is a complicated matter, especially when it’s more than just missionary position in the dark between two heterosexuals of opposite sexes. It’s human nature to fear the fulfillment of one’s wildest dreams. I am not immune to this fear. I am not always at the mercy of it. But I have far from mastered it. This site is an attempt to fulfill my wildest dreams, and yet sometimes I find myself feeling ambivalent about it.

I was looking forward to a friend coming by this weekend for a threesome, and when he didn’t show up, I decided instead to update the much backburnered MaysVideos.com. I try very hard to turn negative events into something positive and forward-moving for me. It’s tough to get out of feeling grumpy about the whole thing, but I have to use up all this pent up energy in a way that benefits me (and you, my viewers) somehow. So have fun! Enjoy it! Send me some cheers. I need it right now.

I had an amazing day! My sweet young fashion designer, Plat, sent me a pair of panties I commissioned her to make. (One of a kind panties are the greatest luxury a girl can have! Plat made my Geisha Panties, too.) These perfect little panties inspired me to get all dressed up in my red dress and black stilletoes. Jay took some photos of me on the swing in the backyard, and that sent us both to bed pulling my panties off and playing with my pink pussy.

Video Porncast # 4: Fisting May

Is it possible to possess a man body and soul? I mean, ownership. To own a man body and soul. Is there someone who would be my slave? Not sometimes, but all the time. Is there a man who would live in shackles for me, who lives only to be driven erect by the touch of my body, the sound of my voice, the lurid fantasies I whisper in his ear? I would chain him to a bed and drain his balls at least five times a day. That would keep his will weak and make him forever my slave, wouldn’t it? I want to own him. I want to suck his vital essence day to day, feed on his life force, revel in the pleasure of the act and the satisfaction of ownership. I want to bite his supple skin, lick his nipples, piss in his mouth, sit on his face, fuck him every way I can with everything I can. I want him to devote all of his life to me, and when I’m not around, I want him to pine for me, count every torturous moment till I am with him. Is complete and utter devotion to me too much to ask?