I don’t know how many of you watch TV. I don’t. I used to, but I’m more of an internet junkie than a TV freak. When I used to have TV, I only had basic cable. FOX, CBS, ABC, WB which I guess is called something else now, I don’t know. At some point I bought into HBO, but that was only so Jay and I could catch Thinking XXX when it first came on.

It was quite exciting to see myself on TV. Again, because I’ve been on television a million years ago, bit parts as a singer and an actress in the Philippines. In fact, had I not migrated to the US, I probably would have pursued a career in Philippine entertainment. However, this is the way my life went. I came to the US, performed in New York City experimental theatre, fell in love with Jay and got swept into a whirlwind of art-sex-porn life on the internet.

This year, I’ve been getting offers to appear on television shows.

Earlier this year, I got an offer from the UK’s Bullseye TV:

We are currently producing a ‘Eurotrash’ style show for Bravo TV. We are taking a positive approach to the sex industry in Briton. We are producing a range of different features that are educational and at the same time light hearted.

For one of our features we are looking at how people may have different sorts of blood fetishes. I was wondering whether you were UK based and if so whether you were keen in appearing in our show?

Warm regards and I do hope to hear from you soon, Jacinta Powell.

She didn’t hear from me. It sounded like a lot of fun, but as you know I am in the US of A, not in the UK. I also wouldn’t consider myself as having a blood fetish. My period project was an intimate look into my nature as a woman. My audience may have included people who fetishize blood, perhaps they should be the ones appearing on that show. I have to say I was tempted, but no. No go.

Tonight I received another offer to appear on WE (Women’s Entertainment Cable Television) Network’s “The Secret Lives of Women”:

This one-hour, multi-part series takes an up-close and very personal look at the important issues facing women today. “The Secret Lives of Women” is presented in a documentary-style, letting women tell their stories in their own words as they share an intimate look at a week in their lives. Each episode tackles a different topic­ from women still breaking career barrier ­ to women dealing with life threatening addictions – to women battling discrimination. The program will also encourage women to reach beyond their limits providing important insight into how women are managing careers and family while at the same time, working to fulfill their own hopes and dreams.

We are currently working on a program on exhibitionists and would love the opportunity to speak with you about your life, career as well as your perspectives on the subject.

By way of background, Kaos Entertainment has been producing award-winning television for over a decade. The company’s credits include some of the highest rated specials and series for U.S. Networks including FOX, SCI-FI Channel, Discovery, Travel Channel, TLC and Animal Planet.

WE – Women’s Entertainment is available in 60 million homes nationwide. For more information on the network and the “Secret Lives of Women” series, please log onto www.we.tv and for more information on Kaos Entertainment, please visit our website at www.kaosent.com.

Many thanks for your time and consideration.

Best Regards,
Tricia Tanaka
KAOS Entertainment

This is a definitely not. Despite accepting myself as an exhibitionist, I value the privacy of my home life. This is a situation in which being a mother takes precedence over being an artist, a sexual creature, a woman with opinions. Sharing “an intimate look at a week in their lives” sounds like hell to me. I care too much about my home life to allow chaos (pun intended) to walk in the door.

From a target market standpoint, I also don’t believe that “May Ling Su” is a mass product. I am definitely a niche. I am sure there is a small percentage of the 60 million viewers of WE who would, after seeing the show, search and find me online. However, a week in hell (and the aftershock) is too steep a price to pay for that percentage of WE viewers who may look me up, and that smaller percentage who may enjoy my site, and then the even smaller percentage who may whip out their credit cards and watch my videos, bringing me the small percentage I get from the virtual sale of my pay-per-minute videos. There has to be an easier and more efficient way to make money. I realize one gets what one pays for. Nothing is free. Free publicity isn’t really free when you’re compromising your family’s security.

I’ll answer the question “The Secret Lives of Women” would have asked me right here, right now: Why do I do this? I do this because it’s fun for my husband and me. There! I don’t think it should take a whole TV episode to explain that.

It’s nice to be asked. However, I’m going to choose to work for my own web traffic with good old-fashioned writing. Search for me and what I have to offer, and you will find me. I’ve always been proud to say that I have the smartest viewers/readers a sex/porn blogger could ever hope for. I’m going to trust myself and carry on the way I always have, doing it my way.