Jay and I unboxed another set of porno videos from our storage space. This box had all VHS tapes from way back. I mean, waaaaay back. We found “Double Trouble,” my very first porno video ever, shot with Jay and Mitch, a couple of college buddies who convinced me to take both of them on one night in New York City, 1997.

It’s quite incredible looking at myself 12 years ago. I am so much hotter now in my 30s than I was in my 20s. I was so awkward and pimply back then. Now I am a more confident woman. I look and feel fabulous! It’s a good feeling to look back and think I look better now than I did then. It’s much better than looking back 12 years ago and thinking, ah, those days are long gone and my beauty has faded.

Jay still looks the same as he’s always looked. My sweet Harry Potter husband never ages, and he has the same lean teen body he has to this day. Mitch is the hottest he’s ever looked since I knew him. It all went downhill from then on. He has aged quite a bit in the past 12 years.

Jay took the time to digitize a couple of our videos from back then, “Double Trouble” and “Erotic Encounter,” both of those videos with Jay and Mitch. They are both up at MAYCAM. They’re really hot and raw videos. Go see!