May Ling Su

Bunny Graffiti

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I’ve been getting into a bunny kick lately. Everywhere I look I see bunnies, rabbits, good, bad and ugly. The thing with bunnies is that you can’t just have one. When I was a kid my brother came home with two bunnies from the fair. A male and a female. It wasn’t long before we had millions. Our male bunny would try to hump the mama just after she’s given birth. I mean, that’s dedication! His balls were huuuge!!!

So of course when we got bunnies for Christmas we had to have a whole case of them.

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Excuse my geekery… I’m testing my network. Bleep!

Tomorrow is my birthday!

I’m really excited to spend some loving time with Jay tonight. I want him to be the first to wish me a happy birthday, in the extra special sexy way only he could.

I’m also thinking about this year’s Birthday Nude. This is the 9th year I will take a nude photo of myself on my birthday. I have a few ideas stewing in my head, but none of it is strong enough to grab me by the throat. I think I’ll play the day the way I usually do and see what I come up with.

I feel really lucky to have truly amazing people in my life. I’m grateful you have let me into your life in one way or another. I feel strong and sexy and creative and powerful. Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!

I’ve been putting this off for a while. Tonight I finally loaded the xml file I exported from my crashed blog before I declared it dead. It took!!! But it only had January 2002 to March 2003 in it. Big disappointment, but one giant step toward rebuilding my entire archives. Now if I can figure out how to extract the rest of 2003 to 2008 from the database corpse…

Right now I am looking each entry over, checking for dead links, re-path-ing media, taking a trip down memory lane. I should be in bed by now. Every night I tell myself I will go to bed earlier, but every night I get sucked into cyberspace like a junkie.

Everything is rebuilt completely from January to July 2002. There are Quicktime videos up from way back when we were hanging out with Max Hardcore and his entourage. Hot stuff! Those videos are available bigger, faster and sexier on MAYCAM.

Speaking of Max, I got a question from hypoluxahermespan: I don’t know if you want to discuss this, but since you shot for him (wow, what a scene that was). what are your feelings regarding Max Hardcore and his pending imprisonment?

For as long as I’ve known him, Max Hardcore seems to always be in some sort of legal battle defending his right to make the kind of smut he makes. Like Larry Flynt before him, Max Hardcore tests the limits of Freedom of Speech/Self-Expression. He wins every time because America really does care about freedom more than morality. Each community’s mores are so different, but everyone in America will defend their liberty. I have faith in that.

Nerdy guys intrigue me. I am very attracted to men who exercise much restraint and discipline in their life; I always feel such a power within them waiting to be unleashed. It turns me on to think about finding the “bad boy” within a “good guy.” Playing the role of temptress makes me feel very sexy.

I definitely get a lot of mental arousal from my site and the attention I get from it. It’s a virtual gang bang! I love to be watched, I love hearing from the men who watch me. I like hearing about what scenarios they imagine me in. It makes me feel very desirable.

Being with multiple men excites me, though I’ve only been with two at a time. Jay threatens to blindfold me and let random men have at it, but I tell him I’m very visually oriented. I like getting to see the men I’m with. I like watching a man cum, not just the penis ejaculating, but his face, the tension and release of his body.

I find women very sexy too, but with them, I tend to want to be the dominant. I’d love to tie a woman up with rope, and Jay and I do what we please with her while her man watches. He can’t touch her until she has an orgasm. Or it could be the other way around. Tie her up, make her helplessly watch me have sex with her man, then make her eat his cum mixed with my pussy juice… is that hot or is it cruel?

This could be an historic year for the United States. The Democratic Party is serving up the choice between a woman or a man of color for President. I’m drawn to rooting for either of the two candidates in a very superficial bid for affirmation as a woman of color.

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Where am I right now? I’m finding that struggles are part of my journey. That the struggle makes me stronger, and that it changes me. It’s like giving birth. Labor pains are necessary to bring life forth. Without a challenge I am bored. Without pain I won’t know pleasure.

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I came across a link from one of my favorite blogs evah, Bryanboy. It’s about older white women going to Kenya for sex with younger men.

Honestly I see nothing wrong with it. The men are of legal adult age. If they want to hang out with grannies who pamper them in exchange for some hot stuff, that’s good for all of them. It’s pretty easy to look down on them from our comfortable American homes and say, Ewwww! But who the hell are we to judge? Besides, what’s good for the goose is good for the gander, right? Or did I get that mixed up? Like it or not, old men have been at the third world’s teenage population for decades now. It’s time their wives get a little bit of that honey, bunny.

It made me think…

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