Legend has it that ancient Egyptian Queen Cleopatra used to summon her male slaves to bathe her in semen. I thought of her while I lay on white Egyptian cotton sheets letting my men unload on my face.

Clipped from: www.esquiremagazine.ph (share this clip) The article about me published in last month’s Esquire Philippines is now online. Go read my interview with Gang Badoy and check out the art by Gamo Tuano. It’s so lovely!

Big Wave, by Mayumi Haryoto, a tribute to Katsuhika Hokusai’s The Great Wave The sun set shortly after five. It was the last day of November. Over the past year Jay and I had been taking hikes up at Mavericks …

I’m in Esquire Philippines magazine – the Women issue. The article is called “From Ateneo Graduate to American Pornstar: A Dialogue With Gang Badoy.” Go get it! It’s out now.

He showed up this evening with an El Dia de los Muertos sugar skull shirt. We were planning on going to Masquerotica. Jay, me and him. And the devil, the laughing little mushroom of a plastic toy with flashing eyes.

This is Year 13 of the Birthday Nude tradition. This is one of the rare moments I get to sit still and reflect on what’s past and where I’m headed in the future. This past year I became a Pornsaint …

Every morning I park my soccer mom van next to his muddy truck. We drop our kids off to school. He goes in to work at the local surfboard shop he owns while I walk my dog on the beach. …

Jay and I got a little Casio digital camera just after we got married several hundreds of years ago. It took grainy 240×320 pixel photos (or 320×240 if you’re holding it sideways) and it swiveled so we could take self-portraits. …