New video on MAYCAM: Fuck Toy begins with me showing off my doll collection, and expressing my desire to be a cute little fuck doll. This is Dr. Grumbles‘ first ever appearance, long before Super Spy Chick started following his scent around. Dr. Grumbles organizes and documents the transformation.

Hair in ribbons, doll mask, and baby doll dress later, I am put through the ultimate toy torture. Toys of the non-sex variety are inserted into my parts as I squeal and squirm. Just when I thought I couldn’t stand it any longer, the crazy doctor finally gives me what I want. Flesh! There’s only so much plastic and rubber can do for me. I take his cock everywhere I can and milk it for what it’s worth.

Fuck Toy is 82 minutes of bizarre porn with our trademark high energy sex. Take a peep at the Fuck Toy box cover.

On My Period was nominated for a Feminist Porn Award! The Fifth Annual Good For Her Feminist Porn Awards, the largest and longest running celebration of feminist porn in the world, is on April 8th & 9th 2010 in Toronto.

Speaker of On My Period, I uploaded a new movie in the OMP Members Area: Menstrual Blood Rituals. It’s a little over 31 minutes. It starts out with a video collage of footage from when we shot "The Moon and I," some menstrual blood body painting, and various bloody sponge in water clips, set to my song, "Moontide." Then I demonstrate how I put a sponge inside me.

The next part was shot first thing in the morning. I have a full sponge. I set up a mat, a large piece of paper I sit on and pull my blood soaked sponge out. This begins my body painting ritual. This painting is an elaborate one, full body with striped legs. I love it!

The final part of the movie is me and my man Jay making love on a massage table. I drip a little bit on the massage table, but I clean it up quickly with a finger and paint it on my face. We keep going till we’re spent.

Please come and see my new movie, Menstrual Blood Rituals, in the OMP Members Area. Email me at maylingsu at gmail for details on how to be a member.

Before I get back to updating, I’m taking the time to blog about a new development in MAYCAM: Flash video players!

MAYCAM Members have a choice of watching the video in Low, Medium or High resolution, control speaker volume or mute sound, skip to other parts of the video using a thumbnail preview, and this is the best part, enlarge the video to full screen.

I just posted the first video update: 3 Loads. It’s the one in which Jay and Josh take turns pumping their hot load into my wanton mouth.

Jay and I are working as efficiently as we can, considering we keep getting distracted by the content of our videos. I find myself unable to focus and getting hot and bothered as we go through them. Someone crack a whip and keep me working!

Update (2/27/2010): We decided to disable the choice of Low, Medium or High Resolution. We didn’t realize it was creating one of each video and it was eating up our web storage space. All videos default to High Resolution.

New video on MAYCAM: Pet Girl. Tied, fucked and smiling as I get cum on my face. That’s what a good pet girl has to do to make her Master happy. How it makes me happy to make him happy! Getting an orgasm as I am double fucked with my favorite glass dildo is my reward.

Wouldn’t you like to have a pet girl like me?

New video on MAYCAM: Shower and Shave. That’s how it begins. Just a quick shower, shave my armpits, legs and pussy.

Then while sitting on the tub and checking to make sure I didn’t miss a spot on my private parts, I get turned on and lay on the tub, letting the shower pulse right on my newly shaved mound until I shake and quiver in quiet orgasm.

… doo doo doo bee doo… I just got back from Good Vibrations. They have a “hands-on” workshop on giving a hand job. It was fun stroking dildos a gazillion ways with a sexy group of mostly women (and a couple of men). I can’t wait to practise on the geeb. Good Vibes is like a candy store to me. I couldn’t resist bringing a little rubber duckie vibrator home. It fits perfectly in my bathroom where I have an extensive rubber duckie collection. Now I can sit in the tub and sing, “Rubber duckie, you’re the one! You make bathtime lots of fun! Rubber duckie, I am awfully fond of you… doo doo doo bee doo…”

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I still have this Rubber Duckie vibe. Actually, not this one. A new one. I had to replace it when it finally died a couple of years ago. It lived long and worked hard. I loved it so much that I had to buy the exact same one after it died. Good Vibes still has them. Maybe I should stock up now.

I uploaded almost 400 flow photos, distributed among 14 galleries in the OMP Members Area. These are photos taken between 2002 and 2003, when I was actively documenting my periods monthly, and a few straggling photos from 2005.

I have a few more videos to go through, but I believe I’m going to rest now. I’ve noticed a big drop in my energy level the past few days. It’s part of my cycle, and I’ve learned to take it easy so I don’t get grumpy. Often, what women call PMS is nothing more than stress and overwork at a time when our bodies want us to slow down.

I found this gem from when I first started having my period again after becoming a mom. I didn’t get my period for 7 months after I gave birth. I still remember how I felt when I got my period after its long absence.

It made me feel complete. No bullshit. The whole time I didn’t have it, I worried about whether I was okay, whether it was normal for me not to be bleeding, and is my body still capable of bearing children? Hell, am I pregnant again??? Finally getting my period after 8 months was a big relief.

I was already feeling good about my periods prior to having a baby. Becoming a mom was amazing! I felt like superwoman: giving birth, breastfeeding, raising my child. It’s rewarding, but exhausting. My periods made it necessary for me to rest, reflect and renew myself before going back into high energy superwoman mode.