Hello, September! The first day of the last trimester of the year. I’m really excited. Fall is my favorite time of the year. So much to celebrate.

In October I’ll be updating my annual Birthday Nude collection. Every year I wonder if I’m getting too old for this, but every year I surprise myself. This old lady still looks pretty hot for her age.

October is also when Jay and I got married by an old cowboy with a handlebar mustache at a vista point overlooking Lake Tahoe. 14 years of good luvin! And 14 years of making porn! Jay and I have a great time together and love sharing it with all of you.

Then come the big holidays. Halloween, of course, is a huge deal here in our household. We love getting all dressed up and trick or treating. It’s also my daughter’s birthday, so it’s a double huge deal. Party, cakes, the works. Then the rest just rolls up sooner than we’re ready for it. Thanksgiving, Christmas, the New Year! I’m getting dizzy just thinking about all that.

I’m just going to take it one day at a time. Kid just started school this week, so I have more time to work on projects. MAYCAM members, I uploaded a new video called Jammies. Check it out on MAYCAM. I still need to edit another video that is going to be for public release here on the blog, check back for that.

I’m writing the first draft of a novel. I’m really excited about it, but it’s slow going, so I would appreciate it if you would nudge me once in a while and bug me about it. In fact, I’m going to sign off now so I can log in more words today. I’ll leave you with this photo. And if you want more, sign up for email updates and get free passwords to my protected entries.

Have a wonderful day, my dear kiki lovers!

Totally unexpected, Jay got an email from John, with whom he had exchanged emails with over a year ago.

“Never quite forgot about you guys. You still around?”

So we made plans with him for 9 o’clock. A text message let us know he was running late. 9:30. I danced for Jay. Stilettos and a dress do that to me. I waved me skirt around to show him I wasn’t wearing any panties. By the time John showed up at a quarter to ten, Jay and I were hot and giggling. I could barely concentrate on the small talk. Finance, travel, New York, Paris, Brazil.

“So what do you want to do tonight?” he asked.

I hopped up on his lap and let him explore under the flare of my dress. He was surprised to find my pussy so quickly.

“You’re ready,” he said while inserting a finger into me.

“You’re late,” I reminded him.

He stood to catch up with my readiness. I gripped his cock tightly and sucked. He slapped my cheek, moved my face around the head of his cock. He wants to top me, I thought. I held my hands submissively behind my back and let him.

John manhandled me, slapped me around, pulled my hair, squeezed my flesh hard. He pushed me down and roughed me up. All the while fucking as I squealed and gurgled and cried and challenged him to give it to me.

Sex has become a sport to me: stretching the abilities of my body and mind. It is both exciting and empty.

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Here’s a photo of my menstrual body painting inspired by ancient blood paintings on the walls of Sego Canyon.

This is the first body painting I made that is inspired by a two-dimensional design meant for a wall.

Jay painted it on me from my drawing. First time I shared this experience with him. Although I appreciate him volunteering to paint me, I really didn’t enjoy the experience. I’ve always done this solo before. It’s meditative for me. Having him around complaining about the smell and making comments about how I could accomplish the same result from using paint out of a tube harshed my mellow and forced me to have to explain this ritual that means so much to me.

I’ve always accepted opposition, and have gotten used to being misunderstood or judged harshly for the On My Period project. I am wholly aware of this being strange. I don’t even mind the opposition. It’s part of the whole experience. Opposition clarifies my motives and reasons behind what I do.

I think Jay didn’t know how strong the smell was going to be when he first offered to paint me. We both know better now.

Movies on MaysVideos.com are also on MAYCAM, so really, if you find that you like what you see, consider getting a MAYCAM membership so you can leisurely watch all of my videos all month.

My movies all have the classic May Ling Su elements: lots of hardcore oral and anal action. Some MFM threesomes and double penetration. All the things I love to do and you love to watch me do.

I hope you’re having a great time this 3-day weekend. It’s so warm and sunny outside, I think I’ll go and breathe some fresh ocean air. Enjoy the sun, and then come and spend some time with me in my videos before you go to bed at night. It’s just that nightcap you want to take with your sweet dreams.

Jay found some more porn in unopened boxes and we’ve added that as well.

Muir Woods and Adulteress were videos we shot a while back, when Mitch visited us here in California. I can’t believe what a handful he was. He cleaned out our piggy bank to buy himself beer and drank heavily the whole time he was visiting. I wasn’t with him when he went to buy the beer, but I can just imagine the scene at the bar when he would pay for his drinks with fists full of coins. Since then Jay and I have taken to calling our piggy bank “Mitchell’s Retirement Fund.”

It was exciting to watch these videos again and I can’t help but feel proud of my tight little body. I also can’t help but crack up at the craziness of these two guys. Jay constantly razzes Mitch for being voodoo-ed by the monitor whenever we shoot. And Mitch, well, he’s barely coherent, so he deserves the razzing. Seriously, though, I love these two guys. They’re like brothers to me. Wait, that doesn’t sound right. Ah, who cares! It’s honestly how I feel. I love them. We’re family.

Muir Woods is a video of me and Jay going at it outdoors on a picnic blanket in the middle of Muir Woods, while Mitch, the drunken voyeur, kicks back and throws a whole lot of crazy into the scene.

Adulteress is two guys’ attempt at fulfilling my bukkake/gangbang fantasy. I give them E for Effort, C for Comedy and A for Anal.

Watch all our videos at MAYCAM!

I had about half an hour to spare before Siren was due to arrive at my hotel room, so I took a walk around the neighborhood at Queen Street West, mostly to keep myself from obsessing over my Macbook. I walked into a sweet little boutique called Champagne and Cupcakes, and found the dress I decided to wear for the Feminist Porn Awards. The boutique offers original designs by Caroline Lim, as well as accessories made by other Canadian designers. They also do in-house alteration, which takes at least a couple of days to accomplish. Lucky for me, the dress I picked fits me perfectly. I love the dress and peacock feather hair accessory, don’t you?

My little shopping therapy did wonders to my mood. I went back to my hotel room to meet Siren Thorn. Those of you who follow my twitter may already know that I am working on a new project I’ve named Enchantasia. This project will combine beautiful asian women and mythological characters from Asia. I’m really excited about recreating images from stories I’ve heard in my childhood. Siren Thorn is the first model I have had the pleasure of photographing for this project. She is incredibly beautiful and so easy to work with. I adore her! You’ll see more of Sire Thorn and other asian women in Enchantasia by autumn this year.

After our shoot, I brought my dead Macbook to Apple at Eaton Center. My Genius, Dave B. spent over an hour resurrecting my Mac. He stayed well past the 9 pm closing time to make sure I came home with a functioning OS. I was so overwhelmed by his tenacity and how he did not balk at my files, which are as personally revealing of me as a pap smear.

By the time I arrived at the Bloor Cinema for Public Provocative Porn, it was 10 pm. I had missed Nica Noelle’s film, “The Deviant.” I walked into a full house agog over the spectacular April Flores. I squeezed into an empty seat in the back. I’ve watched porn on a big screen before, at home using a projector. But I’ve never before watched porn in a public place, a theater packed with people nonetheless. It made me feel self-conscious, like every breath, every reaction of my body was magnified a million times, and that the people sitting on either side of me could feel me too.

Shine Louise Houston’s “Crash Pad Series Vol. 5” came on next. It’s really surprising because I was expecting dyke porn, and what I saw instead was Mickey Mod, a cis-gender male paired up with cute genderqueer Shawn, also known as Syd Blakovich.

“Tristan Taormino’s Expert Guide to Anal Pleasure for Men” was a welcome relief from the intensity of the previous films. Tristan Taormino discusses anal sex nonchalantly with a hetero-couple, played by Penny Flame and Devin. The audience laughed several times during the screening of her film – a little nervously perhaps, a release from tension. And this is exactly how Tristan Taormino affects people. She approaches a delicate subject with disarming charm that makes you feel comfortable, so comfortable, you feel like you can tell her anything. I encourage anyone who is curious about anal sex to get her videos and learn from the expert.

Lorraine Hewitt led a Q&A discussion, which was just as interesting as the films themselves.

The next day I decided I would take it easy. The day before had been so stressful, traveling and running around town to get my Macbook fixed. My room at the Gladstone Hotel was very cozy and perfect for taking photos in. Each room is uniquely designed by a different artist, and by sheer luck I got the room designed by Millie Chen, “Chinoiserie.” I packed my lilac-colored cheongsam for the occasion, and took photos that are now posted at MAYCAM. I sure do miss my partner-in-crime, Jay. Taking photos using a self-timer is not as fun as having someone to interact with behind the camera.

I went to check out Good For Her, the sex toy shop hosting and sponsoring the Feminist Porn Awards. I bought a few items to give as presents to girl friends from high school who were meeting me for dinner before the awards. I hadn’t seen them in over 20 years (yes, I’m ancient!) and somehow seeing each other again reduced us to giggling schoolgirls. I had so much fun! In between the nerves of traveling alone and being somewhat of an outsider in such a big event, I found an oasis of joy among my friends.

The Feminist Porn Awards was held at Berkeley Church. The place was packed with beautiful people of all shapes, sizes, genders, races… all there to celebrate feminist porn. I met Courtney Trouble, brilliant director of Speakeasy, which won the award for Most Tantalizing Trans Film that night. “We all belong here!” she announced emotionally as she accepted her award. I stepped back and looked around me at everyone belonging, celebrating with the people they love, their chosen family. I stepped out of my body for a moment and searched for my tribe, the people I belong to. They weren’t in this room. I walked around the church observing the event as it took place. Acceptance speeches, sexy campy numbers, clips from the winning films.

I stepped outside for a moment and called Jay. It was bedtime for the little one and I wanted to say good night. I tried to keep my voice steady and my tears from forming. I decided it was time to go home.

A cute boi came up to me and asked, “Do those shoes hurt your feet? Be honest.”

“Yes,” I answered.

“That is so hot!” He was going to say more, then changed his mind and said good night.

I had just enough time to pack up my stuff and go. My flight was at 6:45 in the morning, which meant I had to be at the airport long before dawn. While standing in line for Customs, I congratulated Shine Louise Houston for winning The Visionary Award that night. We both realized we were on the same flight back to San Francisco. We talked while waiting to board. I got a sneak peak at what she’s working on. I let her in on new projects I’m working on. We got to our seats and found out we were seated on the same row, with a guy between us. I thought, this will be interesting.

The guy offered to switch seats with me so Shine and I could continue talking. She was talking about being glad the award trophy wasn’t made of glass.

“Do you have it on you,” I asked impishly. Yes, she answered. “Can I touch it?” I pushed. Sure, she replied, and got it out. Verrrrry nice! I just had to take a picture of her holding it.

I had to lean way back to get Shine and the trophy in the frame of my iPhone cam. I leaned way into the guy’s personal space that it made Shine laugh so hard, and that’s why she has the biggest grin on her face in this picture. I think I made a friend.

I will be attending the Feminist Porn Awards in Toronto next week. It’s a two-night celebration of feminist porn hosted by Good For Her, Toronto’s resource for sex toys, porn, and sex-positive workshops.

Thursday, April 8 at 9:30 pm will be Provocative.Public/Porn, a film festival of the year’s best feminist porn, with a Q&A with notable directors such as Tristan Taormino, Shine Louise Houston, Nica Noelle, and April Flores. The event will be at Bloor Cinema (506 Bloor West).

Friday night, April 9 will be the Feminist Porn Awards at Berkeley Church (315 Queen Street East). There’s a VIP Pre-Party at 8, then the show begins at 9:30. Lots of entertainment, prizes, refreshments and hot feminist pornographers.

Come out to either or both of the events and say hi to me! I don’t make too many personal appearances, being such a busy mom, but when I found out that On My Period was nominated for Best Website, I just had to summon all my powers to make the trip.

I have about a week to figure out what I’m going to wear to the awards show (I have nothing in my closet that will do!), and pack for everything I could possibly need during my two day stay in Toronto. Just imagine, for two days I will be a single woman, what would I do during the day? Got any ideas?

I know I definitely will be going to the Good For Her shop. More than likely I’ll shoot some porn in my hotel room, whether I find a partner to play with or I wind up all alone with the toys, it will still be a great looking shoot I can share with my MAYCAM members and MLS blog readers.