I saw him as I pulled up to my driveway at half past noon. I thought, hmmm, our new neighbor’s cute. No wait, I know him. It’s JOSH!

This is how I looked at 2 pm today.

I’ll post more later. I’m writing this on my iPhone. I’m off.

Kisses!

New video on MAYCAM: Fuck Toy begins with me showing off my doll collection, and expressing my desire to be a cute little fuck doll. This is Dr. Grumbles‘ first ever appearance, long before Super Spy Chick started following his scent around. Dr. Grumbles organizes and documents the transformation.

Hair in ribbons, doll mask, and baby doll dress later, I am put through the ultimate toy torture. Toys of the non-sex variety are inserted into my parts as I squeal and squirm. Just when I thought I couldn’t stand it any longer, the crazy doctor finally gives me what I want. Flesh! There’s only so much plastic and rubber can do for me. I take his cock everywhere I can and milk it for what it’s worth.

Fuck Toy is 82 minutes of bizarre porn with our trademark high energy sex. Take a peep at the Fuck Toy box cover.

On My Period was nominated for a Feminist Porn Award! The Fifth Annual Good For Her Feminist Porn Awards, the largest and longest running celebration of feminist porn in the world, is on April 8th & 9th 2010 in Toronto.

Speaker of On My Period, I uploaded a new movie in the OMP Members Area: Menstrual Blood Rituals. It’s a little over 31 minutes. It starts out with a video collage of footage from when we shot "The Moon and I," some menstrual blood body painting, and various bloody sponge in water clips, set to my song, "Moontide." Then I demonstrate how I put a sponge inside me.

The next part was shot first thing in the morning. I have a full sponge. I set up a mat, a large piece of paper I sit on and pull my blood soaked sponge out. This begins my body painting ritual. This painting is an elaborate one, full body with striped legs. I love it!

The final part of the movie is me and my man Jay making love on a massage table. I drip a little bit on the massage table, but I clean it up quickly with a finger and paint it on my face. We keep going till we’re spent.

Please come and see my new movie, Menstrual Blood Rituals, in the OMP Members Area. Email me at maylingsu at gmail for details on how to be a member.

Did you know that Max Hardcore is a Leo?

The boy who gave me my first kiss at 15: Leo.

My first lover. Not a Leo. He’s a Scorpio. That’s a whole other world I won’t get into now.

But my rebound guy after my first lover, you guessed it: Leo.

Sam: Leo.

And sweet Liandre.

Liandre was a boy who called me every night when I was 14. Our maid, Nana Cion used to sneak me phonecalls by announcing that a girl named Andrea was calling. We’d talk for hours. Who knew what it was about. Just a boy curious about me as I was curious about him.

One day he said he would come over for a visit. I had lost my voice that day after singing too much. It was midafternoon. I sat on a bench in our backyard, not knowing there was a small hive of the meanest yellow jackets in a nook under the bench. What Liandre found when he arrived was me screaming, “Putakti! Putakti” in a deep scraggly voice that sounded like I was possessed by the devil as I ran past him indoors and under a shower of cold water. It’s up there as one of the most embarrassing moments in my life.

I never saw him after that. Think I scared him?

Moontide from May Ling Su on Vimeo.

Today in 2003

Women Unite for Feminine Anti-War Statement (originally posted March 3, 2003)

This past weekend I gathered some friends together and shot what is now the music video for my song, Moontide. I’m posting it today in solidarity with the Lysistrata Project, a worldwide theatrical event in which over a thousand theater groups in over 50 countries are performing Aristophanes’ play Lysistrata on this day, 3-3-03, as a form of creative protest against war.

Lysistrata is an ancient greek comedy about how the Athenian, Trojan and Spartan women conspire to tease and titillate but withhold sex from their warrior mates until war is stopped. During the course of the play, helplessly hard-cocked men could not concentrate on their war efforts and decide to go home and give peace a chance.

My favorite scene is the Oath of Women. Here’s my own translation:

I will have no military man
For a husband, lover or casual encounter
Not even his boner will win me over
I refuse to put anything on
Except what shows my body off
That every GI Joe may burn with desire
But find no release from his groin’s fire
To warmongers I won’t raise my toes to the ceiling
Nor stretch on all fours like a pussy
Both the front door
And the back door
Will be locked.
As I drink from this cup
I will abide by this oath.

It’s a fun little fantasy, but a satisfying way to express myself as a global citizen. I know there are many people like me who are citizens of one country, yet residents of another. I was born and raised in the Philippines, but I’m a green card holding California resident. Neither government has the right to speak for me, nor wage war in my name. The internet is quickly creating a global culture, and it is to this global community that I pledge my allegiance.

I wrote the song Moontide as an ode to the moon, its power over the tides and its supernatural connection to women’s life cycles. The music video, loosely based on Lysistrata’s Oath of Women, celebrates soft sexy women in sheer seductive fabrics contrasting against militia and industry for a striking feminine anti-war statement.

Pretty soon, my pretty baby
the moon is on my side.
Pretty soon, my pretty baby
she’ll change the tide.

Before I get back to updating, I’m taking the time to blog about a new development in MAYCAM: Flash video players!

MAYCAM Members have a choice of watching the video in Low, Medium or High resolution, control speaker volume or mute sound, skip to other parts of the video using a thumbnail preview, and this is the best part, enlarge the video to full screen.

I just posted the first video update: 3 Loads. It’s the one in which Jay and Josh take turns pumping their hot load into my wanton mouth.

Jay and I are working as efficiently as we can, considering we keep getting distracted by the content of our videos. I find myself unable to focus and getting hot and bothered as we go through them. Someone crack a whip and keep me working!

Update (2/27/2010): We decided to disable the choice of Low, Medium or High Resolution. We didn’t realize it was creating one of each video and it was eating up our web storage space. All videos default to High Resolution.

Spend a day at the beach with me and Jay.

It’s a bit of a hike, but it’ll be worth it once we get there.

Don’t fall off the cliff!

Are we there yet?

Come on, May! You can keep up!

Here we are!

Doesn’t the salty spray feel good on your skin?

Doesn’t the sand feel warm on your feet?

Doesn’t the water feel refreshing?

Well, maybe it’s a trifle too cold for me.

The sand tickles my feet!

I love sunning myself on a rock like a lazy turtle.

Ooops! I have to pee!

Brrrrrrrrrrr….

Jay’s turn.

Hey little birdie!

Did you have fun today?

New video on MAYCAM: Pet Girl. Tied, fucked and smiling as I get cum on my face. That’s what a good pet girl has to do to make her Master happy. How it makes me happy to make him happy! Getting an orgasm as I am double fucked with my favorite glass dildo is my reward.

Wouldn’t you like to have a pet girl like me?