Do we control our deepest inner urges? Why does one thing turn us on, and another not turn us on, or even turn us off… What makes us who we are? I have read about studies on humans, that if you tell a complete stranger to observe another human for a day, when interviewed, often the stranger knows more about the motivation of the observed person more than the person does. Humans don’t really know why they do what they do. For the most part we are a sum of childhood experiences, adolescent experiences and adult experiences. Our brains are very different at each stage. It’s almost like they are completely different people. Fact is every cell in our body replaces itself once every seven years. Seven years ago, you were not the same person you are now. Happy birthday.
My entire life I have yearned. I’m a yearner. I feel like I’m supposed to be living a very rich decadent life style full of pleasure, sex, comraderie, excitement, travel, creativity, so I aspire to meet up with that feeling. I need to find my little place under the sun to be happy. So here I am on my journey. Taking it one step at a time, but always wanting more, because there is more to be had. I’ll know it when I get there, but for now it’s the journey I’m excited about. Having fun along the way is part of the plan for me, and a relaxed sexy life is what I want, not a frenzied battle to the top, so I’m in no hurry “to get there”.
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