May Ling Su

I had not been aware of the term and concept of the “Hot Wife” until Sam introduced it to me over a month ago. The “Hot Wife,” I gather, is a married woman who pursues extramarital relations with other men, while her husband does not. Some husbands would consider themselves cuckolds, while others resist the label, implying that cuckolds require an element of humiliation in the relationship. The word “cuckold” it seems, is a loaded term. But more on that later.

Our Hotwives is a really exciting forum for hot wives, cuckolds and polyamorous folks.

Why would a guy want his wife to sleep with another man? is an interesting topic to get your feet wet when exploring the Hot Wife lifestyle.

Maria’s Updates and Experiences follows the evolution of a woman from faithful wife to Hot Wife in real time. The very honest thoughts of the husband as his wife goes off on trysts with other men is engaging to say the least. A very good (and very hot!) lesson for those aspiring toward the Hot Wife lifestyle.

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This past month has been an emotional roller coaster ride for me. For much of it my feelings were a foggy mess, and I needed to get to a place of resolution before I blogged about it.

Our story has been unfolding in front of your eyes for years. My sexual exploration with Jay is documented on this blog. Over the past four years, our difficulty balancing parenthood and a vital sex life as a married couple was a frequent subject of introspection. We spent a year in Maine to spend time to find ourselves within ourselves. We moved back to California to reclaim our life.

As soon as the dust settled with the move, I got a text message from Trixie asking to come and visit us. It was all very exciting, until two weeks later she informed me she was bringing a boyfriend along, someone I had never met. It became all very stressful for me. Was I expected to play with this stranger if Jay and I wanted to play with Trixie? What followed was weeks of “Why am I reacting this way? What is wrong with me? Don’t I know how to have fun anymore?”

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Max Hardcore and May Ling Su

Hey, it’s Jay. This whole thing of Max Hardcore being sentenced to 5 years of jail for obscenity charges is freaking me out. I wanted to blather on a bit to see if I could come close to how I feel about all this. A few years back May and I were lucky enough to meet Max in Vegas during the adult expo there. I’m a big fan of his videos, they turn me on. When May and I saw him, we went over and said hello. Max was the only polite person to us all day out of hundreds. Every other production house, like Vivid, were very rude. They would cat call at May, saying things like, “you want to work for us, do you take it in the ass?” were the aggressive things other producers of adult video would project. They want to act tough or something. The sad thing is, sure she takes it in the ass, but you still have to be polite about it - LOL. Max Hardcore was an old fashioned gentleman, and it was a delight to meet him. After hanging out at his booth a while, laughing and talking with Max and Catalina, being Jay and May, we whisper back and forth and get it in our minds to do a shoot with Max. He is taken back a bit when we approached him. He laughed and asked if we were part of some sting operation. We tell him we are fans. He looks at May, and asks if she was dropped on her head as a child. He tells us he has never had a hot chick ask him to do a shoot before he had asked her. It amused him, but made him suspect us a bit, since he was already in a state obscenity trial at that time (which he won). We show him our blog and sexy photos, and he relaxes a bit, and phones his crew to prepare an impromptu shoot with my hot wife May. (I just love to watch her get fucked - don’t you?)!

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Nerdy guys intrigue me. I am very attracted to men who exercise much restraint and discipline in their life; I always feel such a power within them waiting to be unleashed. It turns me on to think about finding the “bad boy” within a “good guy.” Playing the role of temptress makes me feel very sexy.

I definitely get a lot of mental arousal from my site and the attention I get from it. It’s a virtual gang bang! I love to be watched, I love hearing from the men who watch me. I like hearing about what scenarios they imagine me in. It makes me feel very desirable.

Being with multiple men excites me, though I’ve only been with two at a time. Jay threatens to blindfold me and let random men have at it, but I tell him I’m very visually oriented. I like getting to see the men I’m with. I like watching a man cum, not just the penis ejaculating, but his face, the tension and release of his body.

I find women very sexy too, but with them, I tend to want to be the dominant. I’d love to tie a woman up with rope, and Jay and I do what we please with her while her man watches. He can’t touch her until she has an orgasm. Or it could be the other way around. Tie her up, make her helplessly watch me have sex with her man, then make her eat his cum mixed with my pussy juice… is that hot or is it cruel?

Is it possible to possess a man body and soul? I mean, ownership. To own a man body and soul. Is there someone who would be my slave? Not sometimes, but all the time. Is there a man who would live in shackles for me, who lives only to be driven erect by the touch of my body, the sound of my voice, the lurid fantasies I whisper in his ear? I would chain him to a bed and drain his balls at least five times a day. That would keep his will weak and make him forever my slave, wouldn’t it? I want to own him. I want to suck his vital essence day to day, feed on his life force, revel in the pleasure of the act and the satisfaction of ownership. I want to bite his supple skin, lick his nipples, piss in his mouth, sit on his face, fuck him every way I can with everything I can. I want him to devote all of his life to me, and when I’m not around, I want him to pine for me, count every torturous moment till I am with him. Is complete and utter devotion to me too much to ask?

He said he wanted to have sex in public, but feared the social repercussions of such an act. It was excellent timing. A costume party is the perfect setting for anonymous public sex, and I had just the mask for him. I promised to fulfill his fantasy that night, in return for total obedience.

I explained that his mask will cover his whole face, except for his eyes. He will not eat or drink at the party, so I handed him glass after glass of water before I lifted a large horse’s head onto his shoulders and harnessed it around his bare trunk. I instructed him not to speak until he is relieved of his role as a horse for the evening.

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More questions from KO (and my answers):

so, I feel like you enjoy being taken, rather than dominating. I enjoy playing different roles, but yes, I love being taken, especially by such an artful lover as Jay is. He uses everything - his whole body and mind, toys, friends - to please me. He really takes me through a cathartic journey.

Ever fucked a man’s ass? Yes, rarely but yes. I would like to be more confident in wielding a dildo. It does take skill and practice because it’s an artificial appendage. I can’t really feel it entering his body… I have to guide it in with my fingers or I’m afraid it will hurt him. Once it’s in, I just pump it and take it from how his body is reacting. I have had Jay spread eagle in front of me, with a dildo up his butt and my mouth on his cock. It’s a whole new world! When Jay came in my mouth, I felt a much deeper shudder from him that was so satisfying.

Do you ever spend hours wanking yourself to online porn or is it a guy thing? Do you ever wank to your own porn? I do masturbate to online porn, though pop-ups really kill my buzz. I bought a CDrom from someone on ebay a while back, and that’s been my favorite porn to masturbate to lately: it’s variations on the theme of black guys ganging up on a Japanese woman. Very hot!!!

I can’t really get off on my own porn, I’m too busy nitpicking my facial expression, or my posture, or all the little things I wish I’d done differently. It shocks me sometimes to watch myself… but I don’t take myself so seriously. My videos are pretty funny anyway. I do get turned on by watching Jay in action. I love the way his butt muscles ripple as he bucks his hips pumping my cunt.

Do you feel like you make your porn for you or to make a living? My porn is primarily to create excitement in my life. Jay and I own and run our own business in the health industry. We love our work, and it gets tempting to ONLY work, so our naughty sites serves the purpose of keeping the mischief in our lives. Meeting people online, sharing indiscretions, it opens us up to opportunities of meeting like-minded individuals in this world.

Did you have any pangs of jealousy when Jay went down on Lena? No, I loved it. Later on that evening I played with her tits while he sucked her off again. I wish I had my strap on then, I’d double fuck that slut with him.

“I’ll do anything you want,” I whispered to him, while taking his cock out of his pants. I kissed his half-erection and licked the velvety tip till it hardened to full size.

He seemed embarassed, and looked away. His mind was still on the electronic circuit he was building, but his blushing hard-on betrayed his desire. I took his cock into my mouth and let it slip into that sweet spot in my throat. I salivated, lubricating his way deeper inside me, concentrating on relaxing my muscles to accommodate him. I could feel his desire intensifying. His hips began bucking into my face. His hands tugged at my ponytail braids, pulling me closer until I gagged.

I pulled away, overwhelmed by sensations of drowning and pleasure. His hands still on my hair, he bent me over and penetrated my juicy slit. Oh, how I love his hardness. He tastes so good, smells so delicious… I told him, “I’ll do anything you want,” because what he wants pleases me. Submission is also selfish. It is my pleasure to be a slave to his whims.

It’s sometimes difficult to tear my mad scientist away from his lab, but I have my ways. In a few hours we are taking a flight to New York City for a quick getaway. I’m going to keep saying to him, “I’ll do anything you want…” on the airplane, subway train, hotel elevator, public restrooms, art galleries… It will be quite an adventure.