I sat Jay next to me in front of my laptop, “Wanna see what your naughty wife was up to last night?”

We had a party at home. Friends came to play music. Downstairs, instruments were plugged into amps, the guys started jamming. Upstairs in the kitchen, Sam helped me do dishes.

I played the video for Jay. Sam was doing dishes, I was behind the camera, undoing his jeans, pulling his hard-on out of his pants and putting it in my mouth. I handed the camera to Sam so I could concentrate on swallowing his cock. I watched him watch me push it back and forth into my throat.

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Self-portrait in the fog

Originally uploaded by maylingsu

I had a very busy weekend. Saturday I drove to Sacramento for a reunion with high school friends. I went to school in the Philippines but there are a few of us who are in the SF Bay Area/Sacramento. Sunday I took the Sacramento to Reno Amtrak to go see another good friend in concert. I’m really exhausted, and still dizzy from all that travel, but I had an amazing time!

I did update MAYCAM before the weekend, but I didn’t get a chance to blog about it. I added two videos, Golden Gate Hike and Cyber Cock, my first two videos shot with the MAYCAM Flip MinoHD. They are bigger than my previous videos (800 pixels wide!) and of course, it was shot in HD. It was a bitch to edit, because I have an old Mac PowerPC. Bummer! I now need to buy a new Mac with iLife 09 just to make editing faster and easier. Who’s my sugar daddy?

What I missed the most when we were living in Maine is how Asian the San Francisco Bay Area is. I missed the restaurants and I missed the people – people I know and love, and also the people I don’t know and instantly like.

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Friends often ask me what makes our relationship last. They know that Jay and I have been in love with each other for the past 13 years, that we have a strong bond as activity partners, business partners, parents and collaborative artists.

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I met Jay in a dive on Staten Island. It was open mic night and he was singing his songs while playing guitar. My friend Tomo brought me out there because she was meeting this guy named John Cid who was also playing that night.

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Bunny Graffiti

Originally uploaded by maylingsu

I’ve been getting into a bunny kick lately. Everywhere I look I see bunnies, rabbits, good, bad and ugly. The thing with bunnies is that you can’t just have one. When I was a kid my brother came home with two bunnies from the fair. A male and a female. It wasn’t long before we had millions. Our male bunny would try to hump the mama just after she’s given birth. I mean, that’s dedication! His balls were huuuge!!!

So of course when we got bunnies for Christmas we had to have a whole case of them.

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If anyone wants me this week, I’ll be in the kitchen.

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Do we control our deepest inner urges? Why does one thing turn us on, and another not turn us on, or even turn us off… What makes us who we are? I have read about studies on humans, that if you tell a complete stranger to observe another human for a day, when interviewed, often the stranger knows more about the motivation of the observed person more than the person does. Humans don’t really know why they do what they do. For the most part we are a sum of childhood experiences, adolescent experiences and adult experiences. Our brains are very different at each stage. It’s almost like they are completely different people. Fact is every cell in our body replaces itself once every seven years. Seven years ago, you were not the same person you are now. Happy birthday.

My entire life I have yearned. I’m a yearner. I feel like I’m supposed to be living a very rich decadent life style full of pleasure, sex, comraderie, excitement, travel, creativity, so I aspire to meet up with that feeling. I need to find my little place under the sun to be happy. So here I am on my journey. Taking it one step at a time, but always wanting more, because there is more to be had. I’ll know it when I get there, but for now it’s the journey I’m excited about. Having fun along the way is part of the plan for me, and a relaxed sexy life is what I want, not a frenzied battle to the top, so I’m in no hurry “to get there”.

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