Clipped from: www.esquiremagazine.ph (share this clip) The article about me published in last month’s Esquire Philippines is now online. Go read my interview with Gang Badoy and check out the art by Gamo Tuano. It’s so lovely!

This is Year 13 of the Birthday Nude tradition. This is one of the rare moments I get to sit still and reflect on what’s past and where I’m headed in the future. This past year I became a Pornsaint …

Photo by Retouch NYC My birthday is coming up on the 7th. I tend to be introspective around the time of my birthday, but this year I feel it even more. I feel like a full grown baby being forced …

Okay, I did not know Jay snuck up behind me while I was in the shower and caught me on video singing “Blue Bayou” with a little hip sway here and there. *cringe* I’m a little embarrassed and feel like …

My mother is unapologetic about her cosmetic surgery. She had work done around the age of fifty: eyebags removed, deep-set creases added to her previously uncreased asian eyelids, wide nose tapered into a button nose, double chin removed and a …

I checked the time as I heard her car rolling into the driveway. She’s fifteen minutes late. Her footsteps on the porch were fast, but she took a moment at the door before she knocked.

I’m having fun posting photos from the past decade or so at MAYCAM, in preparation for the relaunch on Wednesday, July 20. It’s been an incredible journey so far. Our earliest photos seem like it was just taken yesterday. I …

Artist Karl Backman is having a solo exhibit at the Museum of Porn in Art in Zurich, Switzerland from July 8 to August 4. The paintings combine symbols of sex and violence.